everything came together

this was a good school year.i was entirely burnt out coming into it, but i made it through, and i would say extremely successfully. i have achieved more in my education that i thought was possible, and i’m excited to keep moving forward.

i have what it takes to be a lighting designer, and i shouldn’t be afraid of that. like the most fabulous kitty leach says, you may not make a million dollars, but you will work. 

i am so physically exhausted. it hurts to move, let alone think. please let this week go quick

i am overwhelmed. i have so many goals and aspirations and i’m drowning in homework, a failed love life and unfolded laundry.  i can’t fucking deal with the stupidity of others and their lack of ambition and drive and desire. 

maybe i need to get more sleep, or maybe i need to calm down, but i have a sense of urgency pulsing through me that’s causing my fingers to shake and my head to pound and i’d rather have that than feel apathy anymore.

stay fucking focused, jenna.